24-1-2025
The thing is I think there is some nasty sh*t-talk going on about me in Falun, which makes me reconsider setting my offices there.
I get nasty stares and people spit infront of me wherever I go in Falun, possibly related to old drama or it's something else.
not everyone, but enough to be a concern.
I want to find out what this is about or else I see no point in setting my offices here.
I've had kids/young adults follow me and record me while I take walks to the mine.
I've had kids/young adults follow me and record me on the bus.
Nasty stares.
People spitting where I walk.
I need to figure out why this is going on.
Doesn't make me feel well.
If people are mad at me I need to know why so I can adress it.
Conversation is how conflict is solved.
This has been going on for years, I'm so tired of it.
4 years to be exact.
I suspect sociopath kids are following me when I take late walks,
recording me when I walk round corners while acting scared and making me out to be a creeper.
I also suspect they are arguing my dislike for being followed and recorded is some sort of evidence of this being true.
I could get beaten if that's the case.
20-1-2025
Why did I create Zenism?
Because everyone became fake.
and people became obsessed with normal.(difficult for people with asperger)
or well not everyone.
I've seen what is happening with cancel culture.
I think many will embrace catholicism, but I like Jesus, because I like productivity and have low regard for sociocultural stigmas.
I'm sure there are others out there that want authenticity and productivity.
17-1-2025
I'm sticking to this aesthetic, don't think I will do much art and music for it, not really necessary, there is so much in this style already.
I just need to connoseiur.
This is my base style, but I might divert in different projects into other styles like just 90s-func.
14-1-2025
I've been listening increasingly to christian music.
I invest in jesus, friendship, love and creativity.
I am among few at the moment.
I'e always loved going to church for concerts.
I do that a lot, listening to music, playing music.
God bless!
I'm planning on adding a memory section for people who are physically not, but in spirit is, with us.
I'm not particularly christian, more agnostic, but I like that Jesus guy.
Like honestly I do need that Jesus guy because of those two times in High School(swedish equivalent atleast) I sort walked across child porn, yeah then I felt like I'm going to hell.
Lots of other guys (and girls!) also walked across that but I'm the only one to talk about it.
Like you know lots of top music guys(and girls) in Sweden in my generation, lots, more than documented, sex offenders.
authenticity and productivity.
The other people(lots of people) reacted with becoming inhibited and paranoid, I became autistic and weird and started liking orientalism and created this website and post about it.
I have the greatest value SMV because of that.
I'm starting the trend of admiting to such things yeah.
It's not very sexy or aesthetic, but it's productive.
What people need.
Be authentic.
11-1-2025
Currently planning where to put the offices.
I want multiculture(can't become smart only meeting people you agree with), lively towns life, academia, concerts, shopping, a non-shit economy.
I have a couple of towns I'm considering.
If you have any suggestions DM me on discord or something.
I think Falun-Borlänge is just too dominated by normies, nothing interesting going on.
we'll see we'll see.
I've gotten som odd stares in Falun so I think there's sh*t talk going around about me.
4-10-2025
I've now written a small lesson on the basics of parallell practicing fine line drawing and construction drawing
read more5-10-2025
* Divide index page into two equal halves
* Gravitate content within each half towards center
* Add socials at top
* add navigation to side
