What's this?
My personal website. My website is my temple.
* Arkivupplysning
* Company info
* Nätverk
* Personligt Portfolio, I will list my portfolio on this page eventually
If I die early
If I die early due to heart attack, cancer, sudden stroke(big one I'm worried about due to my family history of it) there a few people who I need to take a look at my work, These are the people I think best would know what to make of my writings:
* per Helders
* Anders Hansen
* Hugo Rousu
* Bryan Johnson
* samuel Törnquist
* Rasmus Svanberg
* Maria Strömme
* Svante pääbo
Also I have no wish to have my organs donated, don't take anything, I could possibly still be alive, heard of such cases, f*cking crazy.
Why I get out of bed in the morning, What I live for
The basics:
* !!!!!!!!!!!!!Kontakt!!!!!!!!!!! wake up, Do good things, deserve good things, I suppose that's a simple motto to live by.
* Trad. craftsmanship
* Upp o ut
* Städning, hygien
* Food
My Company
* Education media
* Neuropsychology and SO no.1
* Educhan is mascot
Further:
* Academia
* SO & Geography no.1 subject
* V Ä N S K A P !
* KAMRATSKAP
* Music, feeds soul
* HJÄLTEMOD
* Artefact-collecting
* Group–Projects
* Mitt yrke
* Jesus and Zenism
* Wank och Hentai
Inspo
* !Kamratposten!(Öppensinnigt, men samtidigt modererat)
* Newgrounds
* Annas Länkburkar
* DAN-BALL.JP
Much of the reason I like kamratposten and Reddit is because it isn't pure anarchy like 4chan.
Pure anarchy isn't bidirectionally aligned.
formality and *some* impulsivity is aligned.
Biography Table
"Interactees" are to give you an idea of what sort of people I've interacted with on a regular basis and have made a lasting impression on me.
| Period | interactees | Events/Media | Photos |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1960s Gamer Exodus, Jeremyfication | Jeremy/normies take control of society, nerds/weirdos become slaves, 2014 normies take control of web gamergate, gamers uprising 2025, creation of sunbleached | ||
| 01-05 Kindergarten | Internet, Mulle Meck, early PC, Legos | ||
| 06-10 Grundskola: Lågstadiet | |||
| 10-13 Grundskola: Mellanstadiet | Valve, TF2, CSS, first laptop, Kitty0706, Addicted to exploring all the crazy shit on the internet, become E-core, Minecraft(2010), SFM, Terraria, Stamsite, Forums | ||
| 13-14 Grundskola 7 | Gamergate & Jeremyfication of web Reddit, 4chan, first high-end PC, Parkour, Freestyle general, Super Meat Boy | ||
| 14-17 !!!IES FALUN!!! Grundskola 8-9 | major depressive episode end of 2014 fly up spring 2015, Sebastian Lague, Unity, To the Moon,Molly I R.I.P, Harambe R.I.P, Month of the meme, me_irl | ||
| 18-21 Gymnasie |
When I studied at the musikkonservatoriet there was a big obsessiveness with normality, which I didn't personally enjoy. Not sure how it is these days. When the world started getting really really weird, "Goondemic", Covid choose music as main focus because I thought of it as a valuable skill, Mostly melodic computer game music, though looking back I would have learnt as much as I needed just reading music theory articles/books and taking one or two courses in my spare time, I focused more on programming/design later part, I resteered it well, mistakes but no regrets, I am first and foremost a lion second all else, I can express myself wherever I end up, if the music conservatory offered courses in arrangement and composition I would have just taken that and stayed at Lugnet gymnasiet .Kurt Atterberg, Phineas Gage, Phrenology, get a bunch of life philosophical questions in my hands get really low and wandering, different gender theories, Logos Patos speech styles, AI, Hans Asperger, António Egas Moniz, Herman Lundborg documents, Hayao Miyazaki, DTM, Covid happend. Fantastic Balls Filters Map Neuropsychology: Logos Patos Turkish Kanon TO SUM UP MY TIME AT MUK: 
Another student, when he was still below 18 had child porn(atleast I do think it was) on his smartphone, he showed me, I noticed it was CP, told him not to send it. When my brain got goofed I told him to stop, but he kept spamming for a while, never joined his chats again. I didn't bother reporting to the police until much later, 2023 which did make me feel sort of bad. I lost contact with other students sadly. next few years I dealt with mental illness, definitely caused by my sh*tty contact ability. Contact is super important for dealing with trauma. This was just when the Epstein stuff started being released and people stopped being proportional about TMSOs. There was also that time people were sending around some funny dick pic of some guy who wasn't quite yet above 18, figured that out until after I had seen it, I do remember seeing that as well, but telling them not to send it since that also does count as CP. It wasn't even clear if it was his, he denied it. |
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| 21 -> 26 Rehab/Praktik + neuropsychology studies/writings |
Started work on personal website, the first year after gymnasie was very very dark, 22-> things started getting bright,
I started seeing the light, Return to non-melodic music ,mjukvaru-utbilding-attempt, tekniskt-basår attempt,
wandermindblueskysummer+hugo host sommar ,Nybrosessions, 8-bit guy, LGR, Speedy DTM, Bisqwit, Jakko Järvinen, Pekka Leppaluoto,
Undertale, Retro vidya, Kanye West, Agnes I R.I.P. Danburi Ball Kumpjuturs Ballooners Filters Map Neuropsychology: Logos Patos Zenism Coptr Super Tanaka Line Wars |
Gamerchan Design
28-9-2025:
Planned sections:
* MA & NO
* Teknik
* SO
* Filosofi
* Hälsa
* Praktiskt
* Musik
* Media
* Konst och formgivning
UPDATE 1-9-2025: I will continue with the gamerchan idea later if I get the resources for it, at the moment I am more solo individualist mode
At first I was planning on doing pure Solblekt, but then my philosophy of the language as a test happened and now it is E-Solblekt
So I blend elements of Solblekt, functionalism, simplicity, with elements of E, pixelart, heritage.
According to the philosophy of language as a test, the legacy, the body of memes, must be kept alive.
thus E-solblekt was born on this day, 22/6/2025.
I'll eventually make the front page more metro fresh.
When you read my website you will start thinking I have dementia because multiple notes saying sort of the same thing with slight changes appear in the same page.
I don't have dementia, I just can't bother looking up where I wrote about that thing the last time.
4/9/2025:
Actually I like gamerchan, sounds more collectivistic, I like the original idea of "the moses of gamers"
Actually I prefer vincentslibrary.net, because while I have a collectivistic perception of the world, I also believe in hierarchy and roles:
This is my space, that I invite you into to be useful.
The goal of gamerchan is to rebirth the open-minded, curius, creative spirit just like it's predecesors:
Kamratposten, 4chan, 8chan, Bullentin Boards, Reddit
På fotot nedan ser Bengt melankolisk och feminin ut, Vitus ser ut som en storknullare, Valter är ful, Erika ser typ ut att vara helt klar med män.
De är i ordningen Bengt, Vitus, Valter, Simon, Erika
