Staying Zen

Passive Asperger Sucks
I want to have a job,
I want to make lots of friends,
I want to have romantic partners,
I want to be more independant,
I want to be tough, not easily irritable,
I want to be super active in the local community,
I want to travel,
I want to have an academic career,
I want to live basically,
but I have passive asperger,
which makes me passive towards society and weird,
and no one knows the cure,
So I am stuck here like this for now.
I am praying I will get better.
Anafranil seems to help the most right now.
I do mostly blame my situation on myself and this condition.
Sure I've experienced annoyances from others, none that could explain this though.
I must blame my strange brain.


Staying Zen
I focus on the basics,
I focus on preaching communism,
I focus on the tasy food, the tasty fika,
I focus on the nature, on the mysterious adventurous outdoors,
!!!I Focus on the presence, contact with those around me, friends, family, community, universe.!!!
I focus on the networks map, socialisation,
That is how I stay zen.


/Vincent E During