Passive Autism

Passive Autism is the f*cking bane of my existence.
I am passive, I do not know why.
I just passively observe what's infront of me and have very low theory-of-mind activity.
I can not get a job in this state.
All I want is contact and a job, and I can't.
Contact is everything, this condition is cruel.
I will keep looking for a way to fix it.

I have a couple theories as to what causes this condition.